friend vs foe

i never thought  real world is very hard...

*ye ke x penah terpikir??*

hahaha...nevermind......

but have u ever been thinking that ur pal is important part in ur life ??

especially to teenagers....

yes...i also felt like that...........

and semakin hari.....

day by day....

year by year.....

i still cant find who my true frens...

or bestfren....

*apatah lagi boipren*

but finally i got u shinchi.....

although u not bf that i really hope but i think maybe its ok hihi....

*dont small ur heart shinichi hihi*

in my daxue(uni) ntah kenapa i see that they too many2 'peel' dat i make me uncomfortable

some of them was very rough to their fren...

i think if i at her shoes maybe my heart will terasa gak lar huhu...

becoz it too obvious...

n i think they should not behave like that

bcoz everyone has their own dignity rite ??

we not her mother or father or sibling...

juz fren....

but maybe her fault also becoz 

perangai dia yang kadang2 menyebabkan org kat around dia saket hati..

thats why pentingnyer kita menjaga behaviour..

especially gal rite ??

not juz jaga kat depan balak ngan mak mentua jer ho9.....

and some time sum of them too lazy perform as the truly servant to HIM...

thiz case i have been thinking hardly...

sumtym every second it across my mind..

it really strange u know!!!

why dont we juz follow HIM orders without any excuses??

n what which make my heart so hurt is when i cant give them some hit!!!

huhu.....maybe some lecture 

truthly memang aku salahkan diri aku!!!

kenapa aku bangang sangat nak jaga hati dorang!!!

asal aku x berani nak cakap!!!!

benda wajib weh...

tiang agama tuh....

kenapa susah sangat u guyz nak perform ??

aku aser aper yang membezakan kafir ngan islam

juz solat u guyz taw...

did u really know about it ??

u all bukan budak2 lagi....

huhu....

sumtyme aku ader gak perli2....

ader gak wat hint...

but they juz dont get it..

i dont know if they sengaja ataw x..

huhu...

sian korang dapat kawan cam aku...

aku biar jer korunk sesat...

biar jer korunk masuk neraka..

SESUMPAH!!!!....aku x nak!!!

huu...

aku hanya mampu berdoa dalam hati...

suatu hari nanti korunk akan berubah...

ngan perform 5 kali sehari semalm...

aku pon bukan perfek sangat maybe sebab tuh lah kot

aku....x penah nak bersuara about diz......

~echatidarisangpengecut~